The secret here is that it does not matter who you are, it only matters who you
are not.
Someone in this position has achieved a grand and
wonderful capacity for mystical experience of a transcendental variety. ‘He’
remains the Observer, watching and pleasantly invulnerable. Delightfully
immortalized by the event. There is no crisis here. There is no death event.
It’s all a bit like watching a good movie on a Saturday afternoon with the
family. Lovely to be sure and very human, but…it goes not to freedom, I
suspect. I am reminded of my favorite quote attributed to Jesus, where he is
reported as advising: “he who loves his life shall lose it…”
This is not an
event, such as Ramana relates, of lying down and being consumed by a fear of
death and then utterly surrendering himself to that impending death. Moreover
it will never, I predict, become one. It is actually a distraction and a block
that will prevent such an event from occurring.
You may well ask: why disparage
the elegance of an Advaitic exercise whereby the user enquirers: ‘Who am I’ and
then responds ‘neti, neti,’ and who in the course of that exercise ‘loses
his/her mind’ and experiences a delightful bliss. The point here is that what
has been undone by this enquiry. Isn’t it of ‘the mind’, and not of the
self.
Freedom from identification with his thoughts and even the mind has
occurred, which is thrilling, but still masks the secret seed of the self which
is relating this delightful tale to us. But that’s the one that has got to die,
not be entertained. This kind of refined spiritual experience is the first form
of the self-contraction and the last delusion. It was actually produced by our beloved Lover, who goes by the
name of Maya, done for our great entertainment, and to keep us thinking we have
exited her amusement park, when actually we are just ensconced in a secret
place of enjoyment, in an obscure corner of her Amusement Park. It is not about
liberation.
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