Interest

When I am talking about interests, it's genuine interest, curiosity to explore some area, some obstacles that needs to go through, some lessons to learn, some changes to happen in order for some movement to be exercised. When I talk about interest, what I am talking about is the area where the attention goes. You turn your head on a man on a street, this is an indicator that something in that area asks to be explored. So explore and move on. This exploration may take 20 years of marrige, children and all, or maybe one short relationship to try the play of masculine and feminine, and the interest will turn to another area. Without touching interest, only thinking about it, denying it, there will be a split of attention to all the areas of interests, and partial attention is not sufficient for some endevioirs, especially to wake up from the dream.

All these interests are valid, and there is no higher or lower, more nobble or more mundane. It's divine appearances, and they all have right to be explored and will not leave you until you explore them. This does not mean that if one awake, one looses feelings, and interests, and curiosity. Attention naturally flow from one area to another, if something is not explored, it will be explored anyways, through this movement or that movement, this situation or that.

Do not resist anything, be curious, notice obvious. Movement of attention in a form of feeling, sensations is truer then conditioned thought about the area of interest. Explore. Play the roles that asked to be played until it's not interesting anymore, then play something else.

Don't be stuck on idea of awakening and enlightenment being the most important area for you if you turn your head on the man on the street. Accept that a man takes your interest. Naturally this area needs more exploration. Explore it wholeheartedly and see what's next