My Story

In what I experience as my world everything is totally unique for me. No-one else can know my experience. In time my experience shape my beliefes, and what I belive I again come to experience. It is the interplay of these tow compatrionts that seem to influence my life story, moment by moment, day by day and so on. At this level of existence I appear to be the producer, script- writer, director of cast, script and music in a film called -My Story. When I look back at my life as openly as possible I see how I have attracted to me the people, the events and the patterns that have been perfectly appropriate to the kind of influences and images that my particular belief system have been broadcasting. Many people have become very excited about this concept and have suggested and taught that if we can change our thought patterns and our belief systems, then we can change the way we experience life. It seems this could be so, but they also entirely miss the point. Fore who we really are is beyond the limitations of belief and experience.

Until I have rediscovered who I am, what kind of experience am I trying to create? Frome were do I see clearly that what I think I want is really what I need and want? Will my idea of what I want be better than yours? and will our ideas and wants clash? Then what?

This appears to be the recurring pattern, what is possibly not realised by those who would pursue this concept is that beyond all of our wishes and desires to create what we think we want, there is a hidden agenda.. another and much more powerful principle of unconditional love that is continuously functioning, entirely inherent but usually unrecognised. It is the very core of the living paradox. All of existence as we know it, within the limitation of time, is only a reflection of that hidden principle which is continuously inviting us to remember what we really are. Within that reflection there is no right or wrong, better or worse, but only the invitation. For whilst we remain locked within the experience of being separate individuals having to negotiate whit existence we remain in a state of dreaming. In that dream state all that we do is governed by the law of opposites in which all that is seen as positive is exactly and equally balanced by that which is seen as negative.