The play of life

How does one ego, which knows it doesn't exist, function healthily, whilst surrounded by bullshit ego's which think they do exist? is that, the $100 million dollar question? 99.9999% of the world is completely insane, and the secret for you is to pretend you are insane also. Go along with the bullshit because you happen to (more or less) be here for the present moment. Just remember you know you are acting, they don't know they are acting, and that is the insanity. Do what you have been doing all along, just knowing it's an act. You are pretending you, and they, really exist. No wonder people feel like fakes, we are all fakes. You can never leave the theatre (of the absurd), might as well be a good actor in the play of life. 

a -post spiritual story

-The man hated the stage, left it, went in search, found dead ends, gave up, left the theatre, then found himself still here, left theatre again, still here, and again, still here, then 'cogito', total download, but then he had to become that, so then still here but now some sense of needing to clear up his mess. He didn't understand a damned thing, didn't get 'oneness', didn't know it was all him, only knew nothing 'here' was real, all a figment of his imagination, like some emanation of consciousness, there's no-one here, but I AM. This is what was referred to as enlightenment (which of course doesn't exist).

Your life is your creation

Each one of you think you are a decider and -that is just bullshit. But, truly spoken, -if it is authentic, whenever you decide you can have something it is yours. If you don’t believe you can have something or if you think you have to do x- w and c to get it - you will have to do x-w and c. You can have only what is allowed by your knowing and your beliefs. Your knowing is what claims your truth. Your knowing is what decides within you and however, when you know from you past patterning, you are not in your knowing,  but- you are in your beliefs. And those are two different things. “I believe I never can be loved” is based on past patterning. Most people will create with that, to the extent, they believe in. Your true power is in your knowing-  “I am in my knowing that I am lovable" is a truth. It cannot be bypassed. It is a truth. “ I know that I am a creator” is informing truth. When you decide who you are, you choose it, you create and you know. One cannot be more mystical than this and you would like my mysticism, but one is talking about how you deport yourself in every day work.

Where you are not in truth and not in love you are in fear, in Maya. When you are in fear, you make excuses for it and it comes out in different ways. “I am not judging her, she needs to be told this and that." “I am not laughing at him, I am laughing at what he did.” Now you can lie to yourselves all you want to and then you can walk away with what you have brought. But that will be what you get. You have a mission here. Each one present has sanctified themselves by not claiming their power and are playing their part perfectly. The question is wye you walk around and pretend that you are something you are not. 

If you have time read Nisargadatta, he is a profound thatcher:

http://www.stillnessspeaks.com/images/uploaded/file/iamquotesofnisargadatta.pdf

Du har ansvar for din drøm

Husk at alle, -alltid, gjør så godt de kan. En som sover vet ikke at han /hun sover og kan ikke gjøre noe med det som utspiller seg. Alle gjør alltid sitt aller beste ut fra den situasjonen man tror man er i. Alle spiller sin rolle som planlagt, med innlevelse og følelser som Hollywood ikke har sett makan til. Problemet er at de tror de har kontroll samtidig som de sover tungt og styres helt av "systemet". Husk at DU har ansvar for alt som skjer i din virkelighet. I din drøm reflekteres dine trossystem, forventinger og det som er og har vært ditt fokus. Det som skjer der ute beviser deg rett. Andre mennesker er aldri ansvarlig for det som skjer med deg og har alltid en grunn til å entre din virkelighet. Alle som kommer din vei har en av 3 oppgaver:

Å reflektere noe du tror om deg selv

Å gi informasjon eller innsikt

Å sette noe i bevegelse, for å støtte deg

Wake up movies

To understand the awakened state and to help wake up there are a lot of movies one can watch; The Thirteenth Floor, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xsl0-ON7P8A is a good place to start, in this movie a German scientist figured out how to create a hologram that one can become part of, like a total immersion movie. But the scientist gets murdered, and his friend and partner (Douglas Hall) want to find out who did it. So Douglas gets in to the -hologram machine- and enters into a hologram of Los Angeles in 1937 where the scientist had left him a clue about his murder. The scene you will watch is Douglas’ first time in the hologram machine. Note how he reacts to being in a hologram and his astonishment at how real it looks and feels to him. Dark City (1998) and Bladerunner is also worth the time. 

A Scanner darkly is one of my favorites it is made by Richard Linklater (he also made the Matrix). The movie captures Philip K Dicks spirit and addresses the alienation and sinking so far into your own that reality become a liquid element washing us up onto the shores...

Watch : http://vimeo.com/30934073 - Walking Life - full movie- , also made by Richard Linklater, it is as sweet as candy.,,,

The third way

The world is built around our likes and dislikes- it is in the game we play around here. - The play get us to spend all our energy liking and disliking. Wanting others to se and preferable admire our opinions! Me -I stopped comparing, because whether I dislike or like something, it is always "me" disliking it or liking it, the thing I like or dislike is just "the thing i like or dislike", not good nor bad, not likable nor dislikable. So, I don't compare anymore, it is what it is at the time it is, and that is it.. Whatever the other person is liking or disliking is what the other person is liking or disliking, that has nothing to do with me or the things that person is liking or disliking..

Realize that you do nothing, and yet you do everything. There is no wrong answer. There is no wrong outcome. There is no set date for your success or destruction. There is no massive plot against you. There is no luck. There is no fate. There is nothing, unless you make it so.


http://www.philosophie.uni-mainz.de/Dateien/beingnoone2.pdf

Turning Tables

When you -realize- you transcend material limitations and everyone but the " system" wins. The system rely upon having the monopoly- that everyone support the illusion of finite resources. It is also posing as the sole providers of those resources. When you transcend material limitations by aligning your inner and outer world with a higher reality, you no longer feed the control system. This starve the "control system" (Maya) and it actually removes money (and all other forms of energy) from the occasion. Knowledge of how to open the flow is heavily suppressed and for this reason, not by overt suppression against the availability of this knowledge, but rather covert programming of the masses to be unaware or willfully ignorant of it. 

This is not some mystic statement. We put ourselves into the world we want most to see- most expect to see. Do you expect a miracle, or a disaster? Either way, you will be right. When we move to a better reality internally, we automatically take everything and everyone we have ever perceived up the ladder with us. Your choices grow as your vision does. You are the only person in the room, no matter how crowded you feel.  Every image, every person, every thing you see is a reflection of yourself in essence - you may understand that the changes you make internally have no choice but to manifest externally.

Tenker du tanken?

Vi går rundt og tror at vi er tankene våre, dette er noe du bør undersøke nærmere. Faktum er at tankene bare er en "radio" som babler i vei om alt mellom himmel og jord, de meste som foregår er ikke engang ditt eller vil vedkomme deg i fremtiden. Det at mange går rundt å tror at selvet ligger i tankestøyen er fullstendig absurd. Vi tror til og med at tankene skaper og er årsak, faktum er at tanken aldri har vært og ikke har kapasitet til å være årsak til noe, de er bare babbel. Når en forstår at tanker bare er babbel, at tanken ikke kan skape eller være kreativ men er indre surr, utenfor din kontroll, knyttet til en praktisert tone så kan du begynne å våkne.

Se på dine egne tanker den siste timen, inneholdt den imaginære samtaler med folk som ikke er tilstede, som gjør deg opprørt eller glad? Sannsynligvis, det meste av våre tanker blir brukt på slike tenkte tankesamtaler. En annen ting du må sjekke er- om det er vi som tenker tanken eller om det er tankene som tenker oss? 

Det første stege mot å våkne opp er å vitne tankene, se på tanken, ikke døm eller forsøk å stoppe eller ta kontroll, bare se på den. Når du forstår at tenkning er noe som foregår i deg og at du ikke er tanken da kan du blir fri. Sannheten ligger utenfor bevisstheten, det som er sant er -ingentingheten og når vi ser dette får vi oppvåking. Alt handler om å holde ingentingheten fra livet, å ikke se det åpenbare, -at du flyter alene, i ingenting, i evigheten. Det som snakkes om tilhører bevisstheten og for å bli bedre spillere kan den utforskes. Ingenting kan sies om oppvåking, det er reduksjon, avlæring, dekonstruksjon, det å si mindre. 

Keep calm and don't be a sheep

The best way to find what is true is always your own way and this way will arise when you stop looking or wanting for the best or correct way. What I did was simply to look for the truth. Ask yourself if anything you know, see, feel, taste, like, want... is really true and be absolutely honest about it. And maybe just as important: try not to preconceive the result, because you'll only be disappointed. When I got started I didn't even know there was such a thing called enlightenment or even spirituality. My good fortune was that I did not look, I did not want anything, I did not like searching and finally I did know that most of the spiritual stuff was bullshit.. I just got sick of the stupidity and the lying,- I just wanted to know for sure what was true and what was not.

.... and that is bullshit, because there is no "I, the All". There is just what is and that what is has no need to know itself so that what is has no idea we are running around on this planet. In truth, of course, we are not running around on this planet, because nothing ever happened and "this", along with "us", is not here... never was and never will be. This is not a game that "All" is playing to get itself off or something, this here is our mistake. We got confused and actually believe we are here doing shit when in truth we just aren't here and nothing happened. There is no separation and that what IS still IS as it IS and what it IS... we are the mistake and we are our own mistake.

Memento mori

Husk at du skal dø, er kjernen i Zen - å holde døden tett gjør at du kan våkne fra drømmen. Når frykten (for døden/ for ikke å ha et selv) forsvinner så erstattes den med agape, agape kan ikke søkes men er et biprodukt, et biprodukt som erstatter frykten, frykten for døden. 

Det som erstatter frykten fyller oss opp og stråler fra vårt vesen. Denne tilstanden kommer når vi forstår at vi skaper alt, er alt, aldri har vært og aldri vil forsvinne. Vi vinner over døden når vi forstår at vi aldri ble født. At vi har tatt døden ut av våre liv gjør at vi kan leve uten bevissthet. Når vi gjør døden til vår personlige Zen Master så tar vi tilbake vår rett og våkner fra drømmen. En mystiker er en som har vunnet over frykten for døden...Døden er det som definerer drømmen og som gir drømmen mening.

To denial death is to denial life, death awareness is life awareness. Death is the only meaning in the dream.-- the dream state shadow of no-self--. If you turn toward death, befriend him and fully embrace him as your own essential truth, then death is the demon you can ride into every battle.


Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart; “As death, when we come to consider it closely, is the true goal of our existence, I have formed during the last few years such close relations with this best and truest friend of mankind, that his image is not only no longer terrifying to me, but is indeed very soothing and consoling! And I thank my God for graciously granting me the opportunity of learning that death is the key, which unlocks the door to our true happiness". 

Michel de Montaigne; "We do not know where death awaits us: so let us wait for it everywhere. To practice death is to practice freedom. A man who has learned how to die has unlearned how to be a slave.”